I feel as though I am letting all of y’all down by not posting like I used to…. But I have good reason and I do plan to get back on track as of this week with my posting and my dedication for what I love to do best and for my favorite people…. y’all of course!! 
So with that said, I first want to say that I missed y’all!! I took two weeks off after the loss of a dear cousin of mine and I must say that it truly hit me a lot harder than I thought it would. I found myself dealing with emotions not only from his loss but from the loss of my other dear cousin Kiki from two years ago, emotions I thought I had already worked through came tumbling back down on me like a ton of bricks…. which is why I stepped away for two weeks, It was supposed to only be one week but I couldn’t get my head out of the fog it was in and I wasn’t about to try and return to work with less than the 100% I give every day, so I took an extra week to really work through my feelings and deal with what I needed to to get me back to me! I can honestly say that I am by far not “over” the loss of my cousin(s) but I am ready, emotionally and physically ready, to get back to work and get back to hanging out with my peeps!! (that’s y’all by the way)!
Ok, for a little catch up, I wanted to post some pictures I’ve taken over the course of the time off.
This first one is of the bracelet that was handed out at my Cousin Dusty’s funeral and the other bracelet was given to me by my precious mother, it has my favorite Bible verse on it,Jeremiah 29:11 . I wear both of these at all times, they are daily reminders both of Love and Loss….
This next collage of pictures are of some of the flowers growing around my house right now! I really want to get out and get some shots with Bluebonnets…. actually, I just might do that this week at some point!! <3 And then The Rock I have in my front flower bed, which as of right now I really wish people would take me up on it! ha! It says “Weeds for sale, pick your own“!
Then there is this picture, it was a bug catching day, just me and my bebe girl, while the boys fished out back!! <3 It was good for this momma’s soul to have some time with my “lil’ red”
And I wanted to leave y’all with a cute and funny one, here are my bebes who got stamp happy a few weeks ago!! They were so proud of themselves!<3
<3 My Smiles from the deepest part of my Heart:
Remembering all the fun times with an wonderful man and cousin and bonding with my family and some new found friends…. it constantly amazes me how awesome my family truly is, I am so blessed!
Some awesomely sweet words from a good friend, she wrote and I quote “I just love your statuses. You seem so very happy and in love and it’s a wonderful reminder to not take life for granted! Everytime I see you post about your hubby and your children it makes me thankful for mine. Thank you for making all of us remember to be in Love! 
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My hubster, who has been so awesome, so understanding, so patient and so there for me during these past two weeks. I honestly don’t think I could have done it without him there as my rock! So to you Ben, I love you Bebe, Thank You! <3
Spring!!! I ride all the time with my windows down just taking in all that The Good Lord has blessed us with this Spring, all the smells and sounds are just so refreshing for me this year (my allergies don’t like me much right now though!)
Last but not Least, all of my Clients, Fans and Photographer Friends, y’all made my heart so full these past two weeks. All of the outpouring of Love, Sympathy and Support was so overwhelming and so heart warming that there are no words to describe my emotions right now! So to all of y’all, I just want to say a big THANK YOU and I want to send each of you a big ol’ bear (((hug)))!
And this was Seirra-dogs first trip ever to the beach!! My sweet puppy, she tried her hardest to herd the waves but they just weren’t listening to her!! She actually barked at them after they passed by.. It was so cute!
